🕯️ Personal Reflections

  • Camming, Laws & the New/Old Age of Verification

    Camming, Laws & the New/Old Age of Verification

    Freedom, Grey Zones, and What Happens When No One Pushes Back If you’ve been paying attention lately, you’ve probably felt it. Accounts disappearing.Platforms tightening rules overnight.Verification demands multiplying.Entire regions suddenly restricted, shadowed, or erased. The camming and adult creator industry is going through a major transition, especially across the USA and Europe. New laws,…

  • No Masks

    No Masks

    There’s something I need to say out loud: I’ve never been good at pretending. Even in this industry built on performance, personas, and perfectly curated emotion, I’ve always resisted wearing a mask — because when I do, something feels lost. The connection dulls. The dream becomes hollow. And I forget why I started creating…

  • Back Into the Dream

    Back Into the Dream

    For a little while, my candle burned quieter. Life has a way of stepping into our dreams unannounced — not with spectacle, but with weight. In these past weeks/months, I lost two souls I loved deeply: my dog Light (my constant best friend and my soul) and my aunt, a while ago, who was…

  • 10 Truths from 10+ Yrs

    10 Truths from 10+ Yrs

    Time moves strangely in this industry. A year can feel like a lifetime, and a decade feels like a dream you’re not sure you’ve fully woken from. Over the past 10+ years, I’ve seen platforms rise and collapse, trends ignite and fade, and entire communities form out of nothing but pixels and late-night conversations.

  • My Ghosts

    My Ghosts

    Not everyone stays forever. That’s one of the first truths I learned in this world. People will enter your life — your streams, your work, your community — and sometimes, they’ll drift away. Some vanish silently, others with a word, a farewell, or a thank you. And sometimes, they don’t say anything at all,…

  • Hello reader!

    Hello reader!

    For more than a decade, I’ve lived in the strange, beautiful space where performance, desire, and community blur into one. I’ve built dreams, shared myself in countless ways, and learned more than I ever imagined — about people, about creativity, and about resilience.